I just want to speak up…. Sorry….
Tried
I am so sick and tired of my life…… in everyday of my life I‘ve always been looking for love….. but all of them just want sex….. sex is good but sex w/ love is great…. Sex can be delicious but without love it’s tasteless…. Sex can even fulfill your wildest dream but it can fulfill your greatest dream….
I am already sick and tired of this life that almost everyday of my life I look for him….
Mr. Right…… or Mr. big from carrie’s sex and the city…. of all time, of all places….. I always think that I will meet someone that will love me for who I am not because of what I can do or offer to them….
Qualifications
Usually in our kind the determinants of is physique, performance…. Blah blah… blah…. I may be… don’t have the most charming character…. I the to die for body and a luscious face but this is not the only qualifications that US need to find….. all of us is guilty….. of all of this even I my self….. I always wish… that this Mr. right …. Is trendy, good looking eloquent bi…. But all of them are not like that….
Ugliness
This world had been so cruel to someone like me there are more instances of my life that u have been rejected…..rejected by the same society that you’re traversing….
Like what have few weeks ago…. theirs this cute bi…… and he is also flirting with me…. Suddenly when he saw another bi…. (a goodlooking one) he left me….. on pearl drive every time I went their there are rich bi’s nor gays that own a car they will stop or slowdown their cars if there are in front of you… then once they see you face they will leave you…..
Jealous
One time I was logging in to g4m I accidentally auto populate the user name and password of the previous account so I was login and the own of the account is cute I feel jealous when I see his inbox…. People are approaching him asking for his number…. Asking to meet up…. for seb…. Asking for his more sexy pics…..
Well there are people who have been gifted w/ sex appeal and good looks and there are some who are not…. that’s the really I need to face…. That I trying my very best to find someone and there are people that guys (good looking) are just on their finger tips
Love
I am not saying that I cannot find a guy…. I mean I can meet a guy but they are just average (most of good looking are area really hard to approach nor they will just bitch you….) and all of my met ups are just looking for sex …. I am sick and tried of sex…. here and there I need is love
Monday, June 16, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
ITS ALL ABOUT SEX, JUST SEX
ITS ALL ABOUT SEX, JUST SEX
My weekend
Saturday
I think I am in loved also w/ him
Almost every weekend nakakaloka ata ang mga nagaganap sakin malinam sa struggling career ko sa sa verizon account and undeniably and unexplaining salary ko tp…. Nagagawa ko pa rin mag hanap ng love life…. Anyway last weekend our team decided to visit one of our former teammate on the hospital then after that …. Syempre I watch movie again the hulk…… the hulk is totally related to sex and the city you know why???? Because I met na naman yung kamukha ni bebe ko….. pro walang ng yari….. ako na lang amg umiwas….. kasi if you still remember yung other blog ko about him…. Ang gusto lang nya ay sex at yun lng no friendship nor love …. Just sex … its all about sex…… anyway nakuta ko sya around 4:30-5:00 eh uuwi na ako kasi pagod na pagod ako that day…. He is just looking at me…. He did not smile not like what he did on our previous encounter…. Or I should say 1st encounter….. then after I see him flirting w/ our bi’s nor gays, i decided to go home…. It all about sex….
Sunday
Met the parents
I just met my parents dahil hindi ako umuwi sa province sila na lang ang nag punta rito sa manila para dalawin ako…. Hehehehehe
Monday
The day I meet jep
(a story of cars and sex)
3:00am I am already awake di ako makatulog at dahil hindi ako matulog its rampa time……. I decided to go back to pearl drive it’s been a while since I’ve seen the scenry and the scenes on the dark areas of pearl drive….. pag dating ko madilim ang buong pearl drive especially yung entrance from shaw…. At parang may naaninaw akong sasakyan sa dilim feeling ko pulis… (hay naku esturbo) i decided na dun ako sa short cut daraan pag dating ko roon may nakasalubong akong white suv… parejo ata not sure ngunit nakatingin sakin yung driver…. Sabi ko sa sarili ko…. Normal naman na may tumitingin sakin sa mga sasakyan ngunit pag naita na nila ako aalis na rin…. ( Maganda ata ako pag malayo… -anyway another story to tell yun) pag dating ko sa loob ng pearl walang masyadong tao or I should say 3 tao lang ang nakita ko hiwahiwalay pa sa buong pag stay ko sa pearl… sabi ko this is impossible… kung kelan walng rumuronda at madilim saka walang churvahan kung kelan maliwanag at may pulis saka ang daming tao…. I decided na umuwi na lng kasi yung mga tao andun sa shaw area di sa loob ng pearl drive/ gold loft at kumpul kumpulan sila habang nag lalakad ako pauwi…. (Exercised ito…. Medyo malayo ) sa may bandang tapat ng shangrila- crossings mall/metrobank may isang pajerong bumagal ang andar at nakatingging sakin sabi ko yun yung same car na nakita ko noong papunta akong pearl drive …. Timigil ako sa pag lalakad at tinginan yung sasakyan traffic bila syang timigil at nag park sa tapat ng bpi shaw cor one san Miguel drive… I decided to walk papunta doon s area na yun at nakita ko sya na katayu….. bigla syang pupunta sa may gilid at uwihi… even though hindi tala sya umi-ihi nag ganoon…. I decided to peek on him…. U already know what he is doing anyway cute sya…. At naka pajero yun ang jackpot at di matanda….. any he look in to my eyes and make a gesture…. Dun daw kani sa kotse…. I went I side the car no names… and the first thing he ask me malaki ba yan? Then some couple of questions like saan ako galing taga saan ako… and some follow up questions…. i ask him…. He is from pasig kapitolyo… and his name is jep or jef… what ever the spelling is…. By the way he ask me kung saan ako nag wo-work I said tektite…. Sabi nya sa tp ka ba…. Pak-shet then he tell me na kung buttom daw ako sabi ko… I just tried it 2 times….. (at ayoko na noh….) we decided to have sex on his car (first time ito sa kotse parejo pa) I blown he blown…. At dahil nasa harapan kame ng bangko…. At di gaanong ka tinted yung car nya ….. shet paka may cctv…. Gosh…. I he drive…. At sabi nya I -….. while he is driving may gosh…. Na naman…. Any way I followed him….. then while driving nag pakikot ikot lang kame at nag park kame sa edsa central sa tapat ng tp at mecury parking lot at around 6:00 na ata iyon…. No numbers…. Sabi nya next time na lang daw kung mag kikita ulit kame sa pearl drive…. By the way before I left him on his car… I get his plate number its (…448)
by the way i swallow all
My weekend
Saturday
I think I am in loved also w/ him
Almost every weekend nakakaloka ata ang mga nagaganap sakin malinam sa struggling career ko sa sa verizon account and undeniably and unexplaining salary ko tp…. Nagagawa ko pa rin mag hanap ng love life…. Anyway last weekend our team decided to visit one of our former teammate on the hospital then after that …. Syempre I watch movie again the hulk…… the hulk is totally related to sex and the city you know why???? Because I met na naman yung kamukha ni bebe ko….. pro walang ng yari….. ako na lang amg umiwas….. kasi if you still remember yung other blog ko about him…. Ang gusto lang nya ay sex at yun lng no friendship nor love …. Just sex … its all about sex…… anyway nakuta ko sya around 4:30-5:00 eh uuwi na ako kasi pagod na pagod ako that day…. He is just looking at me…. He did not smile not like what he did on our previous encounter…. Or I should say 1st encounter….. then after I see him flirting w/ our bi’s nor gays, i decided to go home…. It all about sex….
Sunday
Met the parents
I just met my parents dahil hindi ako umuwi sa province sila na lang ang nag punta rito sa manila para dalawin ako…. Hehehehehe
Monday
The day I meet jep
(a story of cars and sex)
3:00am I am already awake di ako makatulog at dahil hindi ako matulog its rampa time……. I decided to go back to pearl drive it’s been a while since I’ve seen the scenry and the scenes on the dark areas of pearl drive….. pag dating ko madilim ang buong pearl drive especially yung entrance from shaw…. At parang may naaninaw akong sasakyan sa dilim feeling ko pulis… (hay naku esturbo) i decided na dun ako sa short cut daraan pag dating ko roon may nakasalubong akong white suv… parejo ata not sure ngunit nakatingin sakin yung driver…. Sabi ko sa sarili ko…. Normal naman na may tumitingin sakin sa mga sasakyan ngunit pag naita na nila ako aalis na rin…. ( Maganda ata ako pag malayo… -anyway another story to tell yun) pag dating ko sa loob ng pearl walang masyadong tao or I should say 3 tao lang ang nakita ko hiwahiwalay pa sa buong pag stay ko sa pearl… sabi ko this is impossible… kung kelan walng rumuronda at madilim saka walang churvahan kung kelan maliwanag at may pulis saka ang daming tao…. I decided na umuwi na lng kasi yung mga tao andun sa shaw area di sa loob ng pearl drive/ gold loft at kumpul kumpulan sila habang nag lalakad ako pauwi…. (Exercised ito…. Medyo malayo ) sa may bandang tapat ng shangrila- crossings mall/metrobank may isang pajerong bumagal ang andar at nakatingging sakin sabi ko yun yung same car na nakita ko noong papunta akong pearl drive …. Timigil ako sa pag lalakad at tinginan yung sasakyan traffic bila syang timigil at nag park sa tapat ng bpi shaw cor one san Miguel drive… I decided to walk papunta doon s area na yun at nakita ko sya na katayu….. bigla syang pupunta sa may gilid at uwihi… even though hindi tala sya umi-ihi nag ganoon…. I decided to peek on him…. U already know what he is doing anyway cute sya…. At naka pajero yun ang jackpot at di matanda….. any he look in to my eyes and make a gesture…. Dun daw kani sa kotse…. I went I side the car no names… and the first thing he ask me malaki ba yan? Then some couple of questions like saan ako galing taga saan ako… and some follow up questions…. i ask him…. He is from pasig kapitolyo… and his name is jep or jef… what ever the spelling is…. By the way he ask me kung saan ako nag wo-work I said tektite…. Sabi nya sa tp ka ba…. Pak-shet then he tell me na kung buttom daw ako sabi ko… I just tried it 2 times….. (at ayoko na noh….) we decided to have sex on his car (first time ito sa kotse parejo pa) I blown he blown…. At dahil nasa harapan kame ng bangko…. At di gaanong ka tinted yung car nya ….. shet paka may cctv…. Gosh…. I he drive…. At sabi nya I -….. while he is driving may gosh…. Na naman…. Any way I followed him….. then while driving nag pakikot ikot lang kame at nag park kame sa edsa central sa tapat ng tp at mecury parking lot at around 6:00 na ata iyon…. No numbers…. Sabi nya next time na lang daw kung mag kikita ulit kame sa pearl drive…. By the way before I left him on his car… I get his plate number its (…448)
by the way i swallow all
Phone…. AB……. Doors……. And ……………
Phone…. AB……. Doors……. And ……………
…………………et…al
Para sa lahat ng mga taong di naniniawala na nawala ang phone ko I will not drop names….. but….. ito talaga ang nag yari … maniwala kau …. Kasi ganito ang naganap…. Dahil ang naganap…. Last june 5 pay day….. dahil wala akong AB (attendance bonus) at disputed attendance bonus…. Na depress ako…. Kaya ng shopping na lang ako…. After kung mag shopping umuwi na ako…. Ang phone ko kasi inilalagay ko lang sa bulsa at dahil madulas ang suot kung slacks dumulas ang phone ko at yun…. Wala na binalikan ko pa yung mga driver ngunit wala na talaga….
Close door policy
Ngunit narito ang twist dahil wala akong ibang phone to ring my lost phone at tamang tama naman na na nasa kanilang room ang aking housemate w/ my his ……… kinatuk ko sila ……. Sabi ko kuya pa hiram naman ng phone di ko kasi makita phone ko…. Sabi nya ako na lang mag ri-ring …. Sabi nya nag ri-ring pa…. ok…. Tapos bumalik at sa kabilang room (or room ko) baka may nag vi-vibrate kasi naksa silent yung phone ko…. Bigla ba naman akong pag sarahan ng pinto ang ginawa ko bumalik ulit ako at kinatok sila tapos pinag sabi nya ng riring pa …. Do the same thing inikot ko yubg buong bahay baka may nag vi-vibrate then suddenly pinag sarahan na naman ako ng pinto… hay naku…. I am so kawawa….
Revenge is sweet
But heres the catch…. Kanila lang (june 16, 08…. After kung makipag sex sa sasakyan….. na nakilala ko sa pearl drive…..) pag uwi ko sa bahay nahuli ko syang nag bibihis sa sala at naka brief lang bigla nyang tinaklubang yung kanyang lower torso ng pants nya na sinusuot… then…. One time nanood sya ng tv sa sala w/ is unknown status friend (ewan ko ba yung mag bf –best friend or boy friend)….. dahil parejo silang nakaupo sa sofa…. Bigla nya sanang I hihilig ang ulo nya sa kanyang friend bigla nayng ibinalik kasi bigla akong pumasok sa sala….. hahahaha…..
…………………et…al
Para sa lahat ng mga taong di naniniawala na nawala ang phone ko I will not drop names….. but….. ito talaga ang nag yari … maniwala kau …. Kasi ganito ang naganap…. Dahil ang naganap…. Last june 5 pay day….. dahil wala akong AB (attendance bonus) at disputed attendance bonus…. Na depress ako…. Kaya ng shopping na lang ako…. After kung mag shopping umuwi na ako…. Ang phone ko kasi inilalagay ko lang sa bulsa at dahil madulas ang suot kung slacks dumulas ang phone ko at yun…. Wala na binalikan ko pa yung mga driver ngunit wala na talaga….
Close door policy
Ngunit narito ang twist dahil wala akong ibang phone to ring my lost phone at tamang tama naman na na nasa kanilang room ang aking housemate w/ my his ……… kinatuk ko sila ……. Sabi ko kuya pa hiram naman ng phone di ko kasi makita phone ko…. Sabi nya ako na lang mag ri-ring …. Sabi nya nag ri-ring pa…. ok…. Tapos bumalik at sa kabilang room (or room ko) baka may nag vi-vibrate kasi naksa silent yung phone ko…. Bigla ba naman akong pag sarahan ng pinto ang ginawa ko bumalik ulit ako at kinatok sila tapos pinag sabi nya ng riring pa …. Do the same thing inikot ko yubg buong bahay baka may nag vi-vibrate then suddenly pinag sarahan na naman ako ng pinto… hay naku…. I am so kawawa….
Revenge is sweet
But heres the catch…. Kanila lang (june 16, 08…. After kung makipag sex sa sasakyan….. na nakilala ko sa pearl drive…..) pag uwi ko sa bahay nahuli ko syang nag bibihis sa sala at naka brief lang bigla nyang tinaklubang yung kanyang lower torso ng pants nya na sinusuot… then…. One time nanood sya ng tv sa sala w/ is unknown status friend (ewan ko ba yung mag bf –best friend or boy friend)….. dahil parejo silang nakaupo sa sofa…. Bigla nya sanang I hihilig ang ulo nya sa kanyang friend bigla nayng ibinalik kasi bigla akong pumasok sa sala….. hahahaha…..
Saturday, June 7, 2008
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