I just want to speak up…. Sorry….

I just want to speak up…. Sorry….


Tried

I am so sick and tired of my life…… in everyday of my life I‘ve always been looking for love….. but all of them just want sex….. sex is good but sex w/ love is great…. Sex can be delicious but without love it’s tasteless…. Sex can even fulfill your wildest dream but it can fulfill your greatest dream….

I am already sick and tired of this life that almost everyday of my life I look for him….
Mr. Right…… or Mr. big from carrie’s sex and the city…. of all time, of all places….. I always think that I will meet someone that will love me for who I am not because of what I can do or offer to them….


Qualifications

Usually in our kind the determinants of is physique, performance…. Blah blah… blah…. I may be… don’t have the most charming character…. I the to die for body and a luscious face but this is not the only qualifications that US need to find….. all of us is guilty….. of all of this even I my self….. I always wish… that this Mr. right …. Is trendy, good looking eloquent bi…. But all of them are not like that….


Ugliness

This world had been so cruel to someone like me there are more instances of my life that u have been rejected…..rejected by the same society that you’re traversing….

Like what have few weeks ago…. theirs this cute bi…… and he is also flirting with me…. Suddenly when he saw another bi…. (a goodlooking one) he left me….. on pearl drive every time I went their there are rich bi’s nor gays that own a car they will stop or slowdown their cars if there are in front of you… then once they see you face they will leave you…..


Jealous

One time I was logging in to g4m I accidentally auto populate the user name and password of the previous account so I was login and the own of the account is cute I feel jealous when I see his inbox…. People are approaching him asking for his number…. Asking to meet up…. for seb…. Asking for his more sexy pics…..

Well there are people who have been gifted w/ sex appeal and good looks and there are some who are not…. that’s the really I need to face…. That I trying my very best to find someone and there are people that guys (good looking) are just on their finger tips

Love

I am not saying that I cannot find a guy…. I mean I can meet a guy but they are just average (most of good looking are area really hard to approach nor they will just bitch you….) and all of my met ups are just looking for sex …. I am sick and tried of sex…. here and there I need is love