i hate my life.....

i hate my life.....

i always easily fall for a wrong guy.... or i should say i always fall in love to a guy who doesn't love me....... one day a recieve a text message from a friend about love it said when god knows ur ready for responsibility of commitment, he will reveal d right person under the right circumstances, wait patiently.... don'[t waste your time searching and wishing..... grow be ready and you wilkl see god will give you a love story far better tahn you could ever dream of..... -HOPE THAT DAY WILL STILL COME

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one time i was searching on the net i saw an account and thiers
a link on his account going to his blog.... i reach his blog while
i am reading it i see my self on him... hopeless romantic; believing
on fairy tale.... waiting for the right one.... etc... i see my other self
and reflection on him..... (plus he is cute) i tried to mail him.... i get
a few respond.... until one day i no longer recieve any message on
him..... i still visit his blog and tried to stare at his pic everytime i go
online wishing and hoping that he will message me!!!!
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na paka babaw!!! pero felling ko hagang binabasa ko ang blog na
i was falling deeply inlove w/ him.... my heart jumps everytime na
makaka-recieve ako nag message from him...... i even tried to fix my
friendster... kasi this is the tool that i used to message him..... from
a very provocative pictures to a discent one w/ friends i even tried to
fix my profile.... while wishing to god that may be he is the one that
i am looking for..... well he rejected me...... (because in this kind of
realation superfacial is avery important if ur not goodlooking -uber-
discreet guy.... i am sorry this world is not for you....) it hurt...
it really hurt...... beacuse of so much pain i just decieded to go back
to my old self... (no love just sex; if someone offer u to be w/ him...
don't hurry your self..... don't easily fall inlove.....) beacuse love is just
for people who has a face..... thats why i don't believe in beauty and the beast
and betty la fia or ugly betty because those are just fiction story that will
never ever come true... i am not afraid that he might read the blog because
first and fore most he don;'t even check my profile....