i hate my life.....
i always easily fall for a wrong guy.... or i should say i always fall in love to a guy who doesn't love me....... one day a recieve a text message from a friend about love it said when god knows ur ready for responsibility of commitment, he will reveal d right person under the right circumstances, wait patiently.... don'[t waste your time searching and wishing..... grow be ready and you wilkl see god will give you a love story far better tahn you could ever dream of..... -HOPE THAT DAY WILL STILL COME
==============MENTOR EDIT================
one time i was searching on the net i saw an account and thiers
a link on his account going to his blog.... i reach his blog while
i am reading it i see my self on him... hopeless romantic; believing
on fairy tale.... waiting for the right one.... etc... i see my other self
and reflection on him..... (plus he is cute) i tried to mail him.... i get
a few respond.... until one day i no longer recieve any message on
him..... i still visit his blog and tried to stare at his pic everytime i go
online wishing and hoping that he will message me!!!!
============mentor edit=================
na paka babaw!!! pero felling ko hagang binabasa ko ang blog na
i was falling deeply inlove w/ him.... my heart jumps everytime na
makaka-recieve ako nag message from him...... i even tried to fix my
friendster... kasi this is the tool that i used to message him..... from
a very provocative pictures to a discent one w/ friends i even tried to
fix my profile.... while wishing to god that may be he is the one that
i am looking for..... well he rejected me...... (because in this kind of
realation superfacial is avery important if ur not goodlooking -uber-
discreet guy.... i am sorry this world is not for you....) it hurt...
it really hurt...... beacuse of so much pain i just decieded to go back
to my old self... (no love just sex; if someone offer u to be w/ him...
don't hurry your self..... don't easily fall inlove.....) beacuse love is just
for people who has a face..... thats why i don't believe in beauty and the beast
and betty la fia or ugly betty because those are just fiction story that will
never ever come true... i am not afraid that he might read the blog because
first and fore most he don;'t even check my profile....
Friday, February 20, 2009
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
STOP STARING AT ME I MIGHT FALL OR I JUST DID
STOP STARING AT ME I MIGHT FALL OR I JUST DID
Last nov 30 I did not expect anything unusual…. Except for my
hair… hehehehe… anyway… I
I was fixing my things from my locker and I notice a guy at my back is looking
at me I thought he is one of my teammate or someone who knew me
and will say something about my hair… but I was wrong…..
I did not even know the guy… so I change the direction of my eye after a
few secs… I decided to look back and he is still looking at me then… for
the second time I decided to change the eye (I hate I contact) then fro the
last time I decided to look and again he is still looking at me…
who is this guy looking at me… any way there are many instances that
I FEEL that he is looking at me because when I look at him he is staring
at me… what the!!! Hehehehe…..
if his guy is just for fun or hook ups…. Not in the office I am not a
virgin in terms of hooking a bi or a playing straight gay men…. I have
my blog to a- test to that… anyway… at least I don’t have a
cold x-mas… hehehehehe
I that even to my friends ………………. After that they already start
teasing me on him…. For the pantry to the elevator event up to the
conference room scene stealer… who will forget that… hehehehe..
anyways…. After a lot I mean A LOT of loko and teasing and staring
and make faces and bridge mode to the TL’s gossing and etc
plus the serendipity (pag kakataon) na nag kakasabay at nag kikita ng
di sinasadya…….
…. I think I am inlove…. He is not good looking
but because of all of this I think I am fall in love w/ him…. Dreaming of
him… thinking of him…. Blah blah blah…. Spare the emotions hehehehe
I was actually trying to think of a strategy or an event or situations I can
talk to him or say hi to him….. unfortunately a very helpful friend of mine
decide to make fun of me and him on the chat room that ends up on the
shyness and stupid reaction of ME….. on HIM…. Gosh….. I am not
really used to this kind of secluded situations ….. shitty men….. From
his HI to may sorry I didn’t hear you… are you talking to me!!! Gosh….
I really hate that day… I almost cry that day.. after my shift…. In
vernacular… pera na nagging bato pa….
that day to compensate of what happened I emailed him apologized and
explain what happen and he replied back and say
its ok. no prob. im LO its ………………………
unfortunately I was not able to understand the LO???? So I decided to emailed
him back and ask the LO unfortunately as of this writing I haven’t receive
any email from him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I all boils down a questions is all of those staring looking and serendipity
event really accidental and he is not really eyeing on me… or he is just making
Fun of me for those days or he was disappointed or what I did because he
really say hi and I did not react…… or he wants to get even with me… or
he is not really eyeing on me and he is really eyeing on my friend/s well
all of this questions will remain unanswered until he speaks up!!!!
Or may be… I just created a make believe world and everybody just participate
In reality I am not in a disney altered character but in a original
Gory-bloody grimms brother version.
How can someone be love if after you don’t believe in love!
in reality theirs no such things as love or no one will love someone
who doesn’t believe in love!
Last nov 30 I did not expect anything unusual…. Except for my
hair… hehehehe… anyway… I
I was fixing my things from my locker and I notice a guy at my back is looking
at me I thought he is one of my teammate or someone who knew me
and will say something about my hair… but I was wrong…..
I did not even know the guy… so I change the direction of my eye after a
few secs… I decided to look back and he is still looking at me then… for
the second time I decided to change the eye (I hate I contact) then fro the
last time I decided to look and again he is still looking at me…
who is this guy looking at me… any way there are many instances that
I FEEL that he is looking at me because when I look at him he is staring
at me… what the!!! Hehehehe…..
if his guy is just for fun or hook ups…. Not in the office I am not a
virgin in terms of hooking a bi or a playing straight gay men…. I have
my blog to a- test to that… anyway… at least I don’t have a
cold x-mas… hehehehehe
I that even to my friends ………………. After that they already start
teasing me on him…. For the pantry to the elevator event up to the
conference room scene stealer… who will forget that… hehehehe..
anyways…. After a lot I mean A LOT of loko and teasing and staring
and make faces and bridge mode to the TL’s gossing and etc
plus the serendipity (pag kakataon) na nag kakasabay at nag kikita ng
di sinasadya…….
…. I think I am inlove…. He is not good looking
but because of all of this I think I am fall in love w/ him…. Dreaming of
him… thinking of him…. Blah blah blah…. Spare the emotions hehehehe
I was actually trying to think of a strategy or an event or situations I can
talk to him or say hi to him….. unfortunately a very helpful friend of mine
decide to make fun of me and him on the chat room that ends up on the
shyness and stupid reaction of ME….. on HIM…. Gosh….. I am not
really used to this kind of secluded situations ….. shitty men….. From
his HI to may sorry I didn’t hear you… are you talking to me!!! Gosh….
I really hate that day… I almost cry that day.. after my shift…. In
vernacular… pera na nagging bato pa….
that day to compensate of what happened I emailed him apologized and
explain what happen and he replied back and say
its ok. no prob. im LO its ………………………
unfortunately I was not able to understand the LO???? So I decided to emailed
him back and ask the LO unfortunately as of this writing I haven’t receive
any email from him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I all boils down a questions is all of those staring looking and serendipity
event really accidental and he is not really eyeing on me… or he is just making
Fun of me for those days or he was disappointed or what I did because he
really say hi and I did not react…… or he wants to get even with me… or
he is not really eyeing on me and he is really eyeing on my friend/s well
all of this questions will remain unanswered until he speaks up!!!!
Or may be… I just created a make believe world and everybody just participate
In reality I am not in a disney altered character but in a original
Gory-bloody grimms brother version.
How can someone be love if after you don’t believe in love!
in reality theirs no such things as love or no one will love someone
who doesn’t believe in love!
Monday, August 18, 2008
ACN, INJURY, JEF, BEDSPACER ETC...
ACN, INJURY, JEF, BEDSPACER ETC...
Aug 13, 2008
ACN AND THE BUSINESS ATTIRE
Nnakakaloka ang arawna itoito ang day kungsaanmag take na-naman ako ng berlitz, anyway masaya ako dahil pasado ako sa acn at att account ko sa sept 15 pa start ko…. Benefits at salary ok naman sya compared sa dati kung company, pro ang nakakaloka ay ang dress code na….. may gosh…. Anyway I verified to some can employee na di nayun fina-follow, anyway to make sure what I did is nagpunta ako sa rob pioneer to check yung mga naka tambay na mga agent… actually wala masyado anyway di naman sila naka business attire, naka business casual lang…. anyway dahil masaya me dahil medyo nababawas bawasan na problemko sabi ko mag lalalaki ako…. Or mama-makla
I AM NOT A CALLBOY
Nag punta ako sa pearl drive ako doon ko nakilala si hero… trainee pa lang daw sya sa pacific something na call center… ito ang kinaloka ko…. Syempre sending signs and signal.... after that sabi yan skin trip ka lang ba…. Sabi ko oo… tapos kundi tanungan…. Tinangon nya ako kung saan ako nag work sabi ko wala…kasi di pa naman ako nag start sa acn….parang medyo natakot pa sya SABI NYA TRAINEE PA LANG SYA AT WALA PA SYANG SWELDO KAYA WALA DAW SYANG PERA mukha ba akong callboy…..may gosh….
MAY PHONE LOST AGAIN (flash back)
Ako nga dapat makakot eh… kasi after kung nakawan sa pearl drive dun lang ulit ako bumalik dun…….dati kasi last june may nakilala ako jan sa pearl drive at gusto nya sa bahay nila dahil di naman pwede sabahay naming punta ako sa bahay nila sa makati after may mag yari humihingi ng bayad….ay dahil la akong pera dahil (I don’t need money to get guys) pinaiwannya skin yung phone ko ngunit napaki usapan ko na ibalikyung simcard.
MAY PULIS…. TAKBO!!!!!!!
ANYWAY going back kay hero… sabi pa nya sakin bilisan lang natin kasi 30 minutes na lang daw sya…. Dun kasi nag punta sa may sasakyan kasi noong andun kasi may sasakyan na umiilaw… kasi nya hayaan kolang daw sabi ko pulis yun…kaya ang ginawa ko umalis ako at nag lakad nag mabilis….. suddenly pulis nya sya at sabi skin… eh…. Saan ka papunta kaya ang ginawa ko ay tunakbo akopatawid nag center island nag shaw blvd at dun ako nadapa sa center island itself… nakakaloka buti na lang may pag ka track and field ako…. Hahahahaha anyway di naman ako hinabol nag mga pulis dahil pag lingon ko walang sunusubod pero para maka sure nag paikot ikot ako sa edsa central….
AUG 16
DEPRESSION 101
Medyo depress ako simula nag madapa ako saki…. Di naman talaga ako ganito nag hahanap lang ako ng taong mag mamahal skin kasi i-expand all may resources from chat, social networking sa internet at dun…. Sa rampa…. Anayway way medyo masaya kasi ang sarap ng filing ng tunako parang gusto kung mag track and field player…
LAST aug 16 sat… nanood ako nag cine at naki pag meet ako sa isa kong friend sa mega mall chit chatting lang… after that noong kinagabihan nag punta ako sa pearl drive at ditoko nakilala si jeff…. Naka car… this is different from the 1st jeff na naka calvin klien na belt….. dinala nya ako sa house nila sa manda rin near kalentong….. after may mag yari sa amin… makalimutan kong kunin yung number nya…. Syang…. Kasi naman gawin ba naman akong buttom sabi ko di ako sanay sa… masaki sabi pa nya skin…. Next time daw KUKUHA KAME NG BUTTOM……. Hahahaha… la na next time… diko nakuha number mo… syang sbi pa nya skin habang nag kwentuhan kame his 27, nag work sa ayala.. mak… at ….
I AM NOT A CALLBOY PART 2
AT napag kamalan na naman akong callboy kasi nag tumigil sya malapit sa area ko sabi pa nya nag punasuk na ako ng kotse nya trip ka lang ba… walang bayad…. Mukha ba akong nag papabayad… hahahaha….. sabi pa nya skin ang hirap mong kunin…. May naka banta sau kanina…. Oist… tunasaan naman self-esteem ko doon…. Hehehehehe…. Sabi pa nya nakita daw nya ex nya sa pearl drive din… nakakaloka…. Tinanong ko sya kung madalas sya doon sabi nya 2 times pa lang ….. hahahaha baki ba pag nag tatanong ako ng ganyanmadalas sabi nila 2 times… pa lang, 1st time pa lang… hay naku… if I know…. Anyway… by the way may idea pla sya sa acn… kasi sabi nya… kung sino OM ko… nakakaloka at tinanong pa nya kong san ako sa can sa bpo o sa call center… mag kaiba pala yun… hehehehehe…. Anyway yun lang…
AUG 18…
MY BEDSPACER
Around 3:30 PM nag lalakad ako sa libertad st.. kagagaking ko lang sa laundry shop…. May kasalobong akong lalalaking nag approach skin sabi nya kung may alam daw akong bedspace actually bedspace ako kaso wala na kaya sabi marami ditto sa libertad sabi ko try mo ditomerron ata…. Ok nman yung itsura noong lalaki…. Medyomaliit skin…. Cute…mukha naman nag work na… kaso dahil na iingat ako ayokong lumapit masyado maya maya ay timigil sya ng pag lalakad at lumapi sa isang place ako naman ay dire-direcho na nag pag lalakad medyo nawawa ako at gusto ko syang tulungan kasi ganong ganon ako 9-months ago noong nag hahanap ako ng bahay medyo may dala pa nga syang bag…. Pag labas ko ng mini stop…. Medyo malayo na sya papunta na syang edsa… balak ko sanag habulin para i-inform sya na may opening yung kabitbahay naman ng bedspace…. Kaso nakakahiya kasi malayo na sya…. Tapos kumain na ako nag lunch after that… I ko-konsenysa talaga ako kaya pag kakain ko nag bihis ako at hinapa sya sa libertad area papuntang edsa… ngunit wala na sya… awang awa talaga ako sa kanya…. I feel for him…. Di dahil cute sya omay balak ako sa kanya ngunit dahil nakikita ko sarili ko sa kanya noong nag hahanap ako ng bahay……
On next blog tips para iwas…nakaw at pulis sa pd….. hehehehehehe
(believe me I am good at this)
Saturday, August 9, 2008
the cruel world for someone like me
the cruel world for someone like me
May gosh…. What a life I have feeling ko ako na ang isa sa pinaka curse na tao sa buong mundo would u imagine…. I need someone to talk to today at walang gusting makipag usap skin sa dalang open na chat room the other one is downelink and the other one is g4m may gust di ko pa magamit an gym ko kasi na locked up yung email ko may gosh na talaga sobra sobra na ito….. may gosh na talaga sobra di talaga ako attractive sa mga badings even though na parang lucky ako sa new place ko in-terms of guys yun pala hindi…. Pag dating sa chat napaka malas ko pa rin… my Achilles hill….. may gosh na talaga…. Would you imagine….. sobra sukob na yung nag yayari sakin parang wala ng katapusan… na problem…… series of unfortunate event… walang work… walang money… walang lovelife… walang friends…. Walang gusting kum-usap…. Walang permanent housed….. I guess my housemate don’t even like me… at nina nakawan pa ako ng cousin ng roommate ko…. Hay naku na talaga tama talaga yung isang line sa sex and the city… sometimes in the most populated places that’s the time that you most feel alone….. ito pa meron akong isang ka txtm8 na di ako ng papakilala… accidentally ko kasing nabuksan yung account nya sa g4m eh may number sya doon at gwapo sya at isa pa kapit bahay ko lang sya kaya ang ginawa ko ayun kinuha ko yung number at nag kipag txt ako ang nakakaloka lang di ko maibigay yung picture ko sa friendster kasi nahihiya ako na kapag nakita nya for sure he will turn me down.. alam ko nyan I already done that before ang dami kong tao ang i-send ng message majority sa kanila humingi ng pick o then I gave them my friendster then after that I no longer heared from them…. Ang saki lang nag ganon na parang puro mukha na lang o physical appearance ang importante sa mundong ito.. specially sa mundo naming mag 3rd sex…. Di ko rin naman sila masisisi… sino ba namangustong mag karoon ng pangit na ka partner diba… tama lang din man… kaso nga lang sa isang taong katulad ko… na di pinag pala ng diyos ng kagnadahan…. Sorry na lang I have to make diversion in life na would make my self busy… for exam work…. Para di ko na iisipin pa yung mga ganyan…
May gosh…. What a life I have feeling ko ako na ang isa sa pinaka curse na tao sa buong mundo would u imagine…. I need someone to talk to today at walang gusting makipag usap skin sa dalang open na chat room the other one is downelink and the other one is g4m may gust di ko pa magamit an gym ko kasi na locked up yung email ko may gosh na talaga sobra sobra na ito….. may gosh na talaga sobra di talaga ako attractive sa mga badings even though na parang lucky ako sa new place ko in-terms of guys yun pala hindi…. Pag dating sa chat napaka malas ko pa rin… my Achilles hill….. may gosh na talaga…. Would you imagine….. sobra sukob na yung nag yayari sakin parang wala ng katapusan… na problem…… series of unfortunate event… walang work… walang money… walang lovelife… walang friends…. Walang gusting kum-usap…. Walang permanent housed….. I guess my housemate don’t even like me… at nina nakawan pa ako ng cousin ng roommate ko…. Hay naku na talaga tama talaga yung isang line sa sex and the city… sometimes in the most populated places that’s the time that you most feel alone….. ito pa meron akong isang ka txtm8 na di ako ng papakilala… accidentally ko kasing nabuksan yung account nya sa g4m eh may number sya doon at gwapo sya at isa pa kapit bahay ko lang sya kaya ang ginawa ko ayun kinuha ko yung number at nag kipag txt ako ang nakakaloka lang di ko maibigay yung picture ko sa friendster kasi nahihiya ako na kapag nakita nya for sure he will turn me down.. alam ko nyan I already done that before ang dami kong tao ang i-send ng message majority sa kanila humingi ng pick o then I gave them my friendster then after that I no longer heared from them…. Ang saki lang nag ganon na parang puro mukha na lang o physical appearance ang importante sa mundong ito.. specially sa mundo naming mag 3rd sex…. Di ko rin naman sila masisisi… sino ba namangustong mag karoon ng pangit na ka partner diba… tama lang din man… kaso nga lang sa isang taong katulad ko… na di pinag pala ng diyos ng kagnadahan…. Sorry na lang I have to make diversion in life na would make my self busy… for exam work…. Para di ko na iisipin pa yung mga ganyan…
Monday, June 16, 2008
I just want to speak up…. Sorry….
I just want to speak up…. Sorry….
Tried
I am so sick and tired of my life…… in everyday of my life I‘ve always been looking for love….. but all of them just want sex….. sex is good but sex w/ love is great…. Sex can be delicious but without love it’s tasteless…. Sex can even fulfill your wildest dream but it can fulfill your greatest dream….
I am already sick and tired of this life that almost everyday of my life I look for him….
Mr. Right…… or Mr. big from carrie’s sex and the city…. of all time, of all places….. I always think that I will meet someone that will love me for who I am not because of what I can do or offer to them….
Qualifications
Usually in our kind the determinants of is physique, performance…. Blah blah… blah…. I may be… don’t have the most charming character…. I the to die for body and a luscious face but this is not the only qualifications that US need to find….. all of us is guilty….. of all of this even I my self….. I always wish… that this Mr. right …. Is trendy, good looking eloquent bi…. But all of them are not like that….
Ugliness
This world had been so cruel to someone like me there are more instances of my life that u have been rejected…..rejected by the same society that you’re traversing….
Like what have few weeks ago…. theirs this cute bi…… and he is also flirting with me…. Suddenly when he saw another bi…. (a goodlooking one) he left me….. on pearl drive every time I went their there are rich bi’s nor gays that own a car they will stop or slowdown their cars if there are in front of you… then once they see you face they will leave you…..
Jealous
One time I was logging in to g4m I accidentally auto populate the user name and password of the previous account so I was login and the own of the account is cute I feel jealous when I see his inbox…. People are approaching him asking for his number…. Asking to meet up…. for seb…. Asking for his more sexy pics…..
Well there are people who have been gifted w/ sex appeal and good looks and there are some who are not…. that’s the really I need to face…. That I trying my very best to find someone and there are people that guys (good looking) are just on their finger tips
Love
I am not saying that I cannot find a guy…. I mean I can meet a guy but they are just average (most of good looking are area really hard to approach nor they will just bitch you….) and all of my met ups are just looking for sex …. I am sick and tried of sex…. here and there I need is love
Tried
I am so sick and tired of my life…… in everyday of my life I‘ve always been looking for love….. but all of them just want sex….. sex is good but sex w/ love is great…. Sex can be delicious but without love it’s tasteless…. Sex can even fulfill your wildest dream but it can fulfill your greatest dream….
I am already sick and tired of this life that almost everyday of my life I look for him….
Mr. Right…… or Mr. big from carrie’s sex and the city…. of all time, of all places….. I always think that I will meet someone that will love me for who I am not because of what I can do or offer to them….
Qualifications
Usually in our kind the determinants of is physique, performance…. Blah blah… blah…. I may be… don’t have the most charming character…. I the to die for body and a luscious face but this is not the only qualifications that US need to find….. all of us is guilty….. of all of this even I my self….. I always wish… that this Mr. right …. Is trendy, good looking eloquent bi…. But all of them are not like that….
Ugliness
This world had been so cruel to someone like me there are more instances of my life that u have been rejected…..rejected by the same society that you’re traversing….
Like what have few weeks ago…. theirs this cute bi…… and he is also flirting with me…. Suddenly when he saw another bi…. (a goodlooking one) he left me….. on pearl drive every time I went their there are rich bi’s nor gays that own a car they will stop or slowdown their cars if there are in front of you… then once they see you face they will leave you…..
Jealous
One time I was logging in to g4m I accidentally auto populate the user name and password of the previous account so I was login and the own of the account is cute I feel jealous when I see his inbox…. People are approaching him asking for his number…. Asking to meet up…. for seb…. Asking for his more sexy pics…..
Well there are people who have been gifted w/ sex appeal and good looks and there are some who are not…. that’s the really I need to face…. That I trying my very best to find someone and there are people that guys (good looking) are just on their finger tips
Love
I am not saying that I cannot find a guy…. I mean I can meet a guy but they are just average (most of good looking are area really hard to approach nor they will just bitch you….) and all of my met ups are just looking for sex …. I am sick and tried of sex…. here and there I need is love
Sunday, June 15, 2008
ITS ALL ABOUT SEX, JUST SEX
ITS ALL ABOUT SEX, JUST SEX
My weekend
Saturday
I think I am in loved also w/ him
Almost every weekend nakakaloka ata ang mga nagaganap sakin malinam sa struggling career ko sa sa verizon account and undeniably and unexplaining salary ko tp…. Nagagawa ko pa rin mag hanap ng love life…. Anyway last weekend our team decided to visit one of our former teammate on the hospital then after that …. Syempre I watch movie again the hulk…… the hulk is totally related to sex and the city you know why???? Because I met na naman yung kamukha ni bebe ko….. pro walang ng yari….. ako na lang amg umiwas….. kasi if you still remember yung other blog ko about him…. Ang gusto lang nya ay sex at yun lng no friendship nor love …. Just sex … its all about sex…… anyway nakuta ko sya around 4:30-5:00 eh uuwi na ako kasi pagod na pagod ako that day…. He is just looking at me…. He did not smile not like what he did on our previous encounter…. Or I should say 1st encounter….. then after I see him flirting w/ our bi’s nor gays, i decided to go home…. It all about sex….
Sunday
Met the parents
I just met my parents dahil hindi ako umuwi sa province sila na lang ang nag punta rito sa manila para dalawin ako…. Hehehehehe
Monday
The day I meet jep
(a story of cars and sex)
3:00am I am already awake di ako makatulog at dahil hindi ako matulog its rampa time……. I decided to go back to pearl drive it’s been a while since I’ve seen the scenry and the scenes on the dark areas of pearl drive….. pag dating ko madilim ang buong pearl drive especially yung entrance from shaw…. At parang may naaninaw akong sasakyan sa dilim feeling ko pulis… (hay naku esturbo) i decided na dun ako sa short cut daraan pag dating ko roon may nakasalubong akong white suv… parejo ata not sure ngunit nakatingin sakin yung driver…. Sabi ko sa sarili ko…. Normal naman na may tumitingin sakin sa mga sasakyan ngunit pag naita na nila ako aalis na rin…. ( Maganda ata ako pag malayo… -anyway another story to tell yun) pag dating ko sa loob ng pearl walang masyadong tao or I should say 3 tao lang ang nakita ko hiwahiwalay pa sa buong pag stay ko sa pearl… sabi ko this is impossible… kung kelan walng rumuronda at madilim saka walang churvahan kung kelan maliwanag at may pulis saka ang daming tao…. I decided na umuwi na lng kasi yung mga tao andun sa shaw area di sa loob ng pearl drive/ gold loft at kumpul kumpulan sila habang nag lalakad ako pauwi…. (Exercised ito…. Medyo malayo ) sa may bandang tapat ng shangrila- crossings mall/metrobank may isang pajerong bumagal ang andar at nakatingging sakin sabi ko yun yung same car na nakita ko noong papunta akong pearl drive …. Timigil ako sa pag lalakad at tinginan yung sasakyan traffic bila syang timigil at nag park sa tapat ng bpi shaw cor one san Miguel drive… I decided to walk papunta doon s area na yun at nakita ko sya na katayu….. bigla syang pupunta sa may gilid at uwihi… even though hindi tala sya umi-ihi nag ganoon…. I decided to peek on him…. U already know what he is doing anyway cute sya…. At naka pajero yun ang jackpot at di matanda….. any he look in to my eyes and make a gesture…. Dun daw kani sa kotse…. I went I side the car no names… and the first thing he ask me malaki ba yan? Then some couple of questions like saan ako galing taga saan ako… and some follow up questions…. i ask him…. He is from pasig kapitolyo… and his name is jep or jef… what ever the spelling is…. By the way he ask me kung saan ako nag wo-work I said tektite…. Sabi nya sa tp ka ba…. Pak-shet then he tell me na kung buttom daw ako sabi ko… I just tried it 2 times….. (at ayoko na noh….) we decided to have sex on his car (first time ito sa kotse parejo pa) I blown he blown…. At dahil nasa harapan kame ng bangko…. At di gaanong ka tinted yung car nya ….. shet paka may cctv…. Gosh…. I he drive…. At sabi nya I -….. while he is driving may gosh…. Na naman…. Any way I followed him….. then while driving nag pakikot ikot lang kame at nag park kame sa edsa central sa tapat ng tp at mecury parking lot at around 6:00 na ata iyon…. No numbers…. Sabi nya next time na lang daw kung mag kikita ulit kame sa pearl drive…. By the way before I left him on his car… I get his plate number its (…448)
by the way i swallow all
My weekend
Saturday
I think I am in loved also w/ him
Almost every weekend nakakaloka ata ang mga nagaganap sakin malinam sa struggling career ko sa sa verizon account and undeniably and unexplaining salary ko tp…. Nagagawa ko pa rin mag hanap ng love life…. Anyway last weekend our team decided to visit one of our former teammate on the hospital then after that …. Syempre I watch movie again the hulk…… the hulk is totally related to sex and the city you know why???? Because I met na naman yung kamukha ni bebe ko….. pro walang ng yari….. ako na lang amg umiwas….. kasi if you still remember yung other blog ko about him…. Ang gusto lang nya ay sex at yun lng no friendship nor love …. Just sex … its all about sex…… anyway nakuta ko sya around 4:30-5:00 eh uuwi na ako kasi pagod na pagod ako that day…. He is just looking at me…. He did not smile not like what he did on our previous encounter…. Or I should say 1st encounter….. then after I see him flirting w/ our bi’s nor gays, i decided to go home…. It all about sex….
Sunday
Met the parents
I just met my parents dahil hindi ako umuwi sa province sila na lang ang nag punta rito sa manila para dalawin ako…. Hehehehehe
Monday
The day I meet jep
(a story of cars and sex)
3:00am I am already awake di ako makatulog at dahil hindi ako matulog its rampa time……. I decided to go back to pearl drive it’s been a while since I’ve seen the scenry and the scenes on the dark areas of pearl drive….. pag dating ko madilim ang buong pearl drive especially yung entrance from shaw…. At parang may naaninaw akong sasakyan sa dilim feeling ko pulis… (hay naku esturbo) i decided na dun ako sa short cut daraan pag dating ko roon may nakasalubong akong white suv… parejo ata not sure ngunit nakatingin sakin yung driver…. Sabi ko sa sarili ko…. Normal naman na may tumitingin sakin sa mga sasakyan ngunit pag naita na nila ako aalis na rin…. ( Maganda ata ako pag malayo… -anyway another story to tell yun) pag dating ko sa loob ng pearl walang masyadong tao or I should say 3 tao lang ang nakita ko hiwahiwalay pa sa buong pag stay ko sa pearl… sabi ko this is impossible… kung kelan walng rumuronda at madilim saka walang churvahan kung kelan maliwanag at may pulis saka ang daming tao…. I decided na umuwi na lng kasi yung mga tao andun sa shaw area di sa loob ng pearl drive/ gold loft at kumpul kumpulan sila habang nag lalakad ako pauwi…. (Exercised ito…. Medyo malayo ) sa may bandang tapat ng shangrila- crossings mall/metrobank may isang pajerong bumagal ang andar at nakatingging sakin sabi ko yun yung same car na nakita ko noong papunta akong pearl drive …. Timigil ako sa pag lalakad at tinginan yung sasakyan traffic bila syang timigil at nag park sa tapat ng bpi shaw cor one san Miguel drive… I decided to walk papunta doon s area na yun at nakita ko sya na katayu….. bigla syang pupunta sa may gilid at uwihi… even though hindi tala sya umi-ihi nag ganoon…. I decided to peek on him…. U already know what he is doing anyway cute sya…. At naka pajero yun ang jackpot at di matanda….. any he look in to my eyes and make a gesture…. Dun daw kani sa kotse…. I went I side the car no names… and the first thing he ask me malaki ba yan? Then some couple of questions like saan ako galing taga saan ako… and some follow up questions…. i ask him…. He is from pasig kapitolyo… and his name is jep or jef… what ever the spelling is…. By the way he ask me kung saan ako nag wo-work I said tektite…. Sabi nya sa tp ka ba…. Pak-shet then he tell me na kung buttom daw ako sabi ko… I just tried it 2 times….. (at ayoko na noh….) we decided to have sex on his car (first time ito sa kotse parejo pa) I blown he blown…. At dahil nasa harapan kame ng bangko…. At di gaanong ka tinted yung car nya ….. shet paka may cctv…. Gosh…. I he drive…. At sabi nya I -….. while he is driving may gosh…. Na naman…. Any way I followed him….. then while driving nag pakikot ikot lang kame at nag park kame sa edsa central sa tapat ng tp at mecury parking lot at around 6:00 na ata iyon…. No numbers…. Sabi nya next time na lang daw kung mag kikita ulit kame sa pearl drive…. By the way before I left him on his car… I get his plate number its (…448)
by the way i swallow all
Phone…. AB……. Doors……. And ……………
Phone…. AB……. Doors……. And ……………
…………………et…al
Para sa lahat ng mga taong di naniniawala na nawala ang phone ko I will not drop names….. but….. ito talaga ang nag yari … maniwala kau …. Kasi ganito ang naganap…. Dahil ang naganap…. Last june 5 pay day….. dahil wala akong AB (attendance bonus) at disputed attendance bonus…. Na depress ako…. Kaya ng shopping na lang ako…. After kung mag shopping umuwi na ako…. Ang phone ko kasi inilalagay ko lang sa bulsa at dahil madulas ang suot kung slacks dumulas ang phone ko at yun…. Wala na binalikan ko pa yung mga driver ngunit wala na talaga….
Close door policy
Ngunit narito ang twist dahil wala akong ibang phone to ring my lost phone at tamang tama naman na na nasa kanilang room ang aking housemate w/ my his ……… kinatuk ko sila ……. Sabi ko kuya pa hiram naman ng phone di ko kasi makita phone ko…. Sabi nya ako na lang mag ri-ring …. Sabi nya nag ri-ring pa…. ok…. Tapos bumalik at sa kabilang room (or room ko) baka may nag vi-vibrate kasi naksa silent yung phone ko…. Bigla ba naman akong pag sarahan ng pinto ang ginawa ko bumalik ulit ako at kinatok sila tapos pinag sabi nya ng riring pa …. Do the same thing inikot ko yubg buong bahay baka may nag vi-vibrate then suddenly pinag sarahan na naman ako ng pinto… hay naku…. I am so kawawa….
Revenge is sweet
But heres the catch…. Kanila lang (june 16, 08…. After kung makipag sex sa sasakyan….. na nakilala ko sa pearl drive…..) pag uwi ko sa bahay nahuli ko syang nag bibihis sa sala at naka brief lang bigla nyang tinaklubang yung kanyang lower torso ng pants nya na sinusuot… then…. One time nanood sya ng tv sa sala w/ is unknown status friend (ewan ko ba yung mag bf –best friend or boy friend)….. dahil parejo silang nakaupo sa sofa…. Bigla nya sanang I hihilig ang ulo nya sa kanyang friend bigla nayng ibinalik kasi bigla akong pumasok sa sala….. hahahaha…..
…………………et…al
Para sa lahat ng mga taong di naniniawala na nawala ang phone ko I will not drop names….. but….. ito talaga ang nag yari … maniwala kau …. Kasi ganito ang naganap…. Dahil ang naganap…. Last june 5 pay day….. dahil wala akong AB (attendance bonus) at disputed attendance bonus…. Na depress ako…. Kaya ng shopping na lang ako…. After kung mag shopping umuwi na ako…. Ang phone ko kasi inilalagay ko lang sa bulsa at dahil madulas ang suot kung slacks dumulas ang phone ko at yun…. Wala na binalikan ko pa yung mga driver ngunit wala na talaga….
Close door policy
Ngunit narito ang twist dahil wala akong ibang phone to ring my lost phone at tamang tama naman na na nasa kanilang room ang aking housemate w/ my his ……… kinatuk ko sila ……. Sabi ko kuya pa hiram naman ng phone di ko kasi makita phone ko…. Sabi nya ako na lang mag ri-ring …. Sabi nya nag ri-ring pa…. ok…. Tapos bumalik at sa kabilang room (or room ko) baka may nag vi-vibrate kasi naksa silent yung phone ko…. Bigla ba naman akong pag sarahan ng pinto ang ginawa ko bumalik ulit ako at kinatok sila tapos pinag sabi nya ng riring pa …. Do the same thing inikot ko yubg buong bahay baka may nag vi-vibrate then suddenly pinag sarahan na naman ako ng pinto… hay naku…. I am so kawawa….
Revenge is sweet
But heres the catch…. Kanila lang (june 16, 08…. After kung makipag sex sa sasakyan….. na nakilala ko sa pearl drive…..) pag uwi ko sa bahay nahuli ko syang nag bibihis sa sala at naka brief lang bigla nyang tinaklubang yung kanyang lower torso ng pants nya na sinusuot… then…. One time nanood sya ng tv sa sala w/ is unknown status friend (ewan ko ba yung mag bf –best friend or boy friend)….. dahil parejo silang nakaupo sa sofa…. Bigla nya sanang I hihilig ang ulo nya sa kanyang friend bigla nayng ibinalik kasi bigla akong pumasok sa sala….. hahahaha…..
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